Personal Growth

Why Most Manifestation Fails (and How I Did It Differently) Hook (0:00 – 0:20) This year, I gained 54% in my portfolio. I dropped my body fat to 20%. I made 20 videos in my very first month. And now, I wake up before 4 a.m. every day. But just last year, I was a stay-at-home mom — tired, out of shape, scrolling my phone six hours a day, unfulfilled. Most manifestation teachings focus on dreaming big. But my approach is different. In this post, I’ll share the mindset and habits that helped me manifest these results. 1. Focus on Inner Wealth (0:30 – 2:00) Manifestation begins with what I call inner wealth: clarity, discipline, peace, self-worth, and love. Without it, outer wealth feels empty. I used to think money or success would fix my problems. But that was just chasing validation. Even with money from marriage, I still felt empty inside. ...

Investing Principles That Built My Life Hook (0:00 – 0:20) I gained 54% in my portfolio this year — but I wasn’t chasing risky stocks. I’m actually super conservative, holding 32% in cash. These gains weren’t luck; they came from inner wealth. As Warren Buffett says, ‘The most important investment you can make is in yourself.’ And in this video, I’ll share 6 powerful qualities I invest in — guiding me not just in the stock market, but in life itself. 1. Circle of Competence (0:20 – 1:00) “In investing, I only buy what I understand. That’s my circle of competence. My top holdings are TSM, Nvidia, and UNH — because they have strong moats and proven competence. Warren Buffett said, ‘The size of your circle of competence is not very important; knowing its boundaries is vital.’ There are thousands of companies in the world, but I only invest in the ones I understand and have the confidence to hold long term. In life, it’s the same. I don’t try to be everything. Right now, my circle is YouTube — because I know how to invest, I wake up before 4 a.m., I have abs at 40, I study mental models from investing and computer science, I alchemize negative emotions into energy for growth, and I’ve gone through awakening. These are my strengths, and I treat YouTube as a dojo to train my meta-skills. When I stay inside my circle, I move forward with clarity.” ...

My First Principles of Life, Wealth, and Growth I’ve realized something rare about myself: I naturally look for the root cause. Instead of staying on the surface, I keep asking “why” until I hit the foundation. Here are the first principles that guide my life, investing, and creative journey. 1. Energy Economy Surface belief: Productivity comes from time or money. Root truth: Productivity = Energy. First Principle: Master energy → time and money naturally align. 2. Investing Is an Energy Decision Surface belief: Investing is about analysis, charts, and IQ. Root truth: Money decisions reflect emotional energy (fear, greed, patience, clarity). First Principle: Wealth follows temperament → temperament is energy regulation. 3. Awakening Attracts Wealth Surface belief: Spiritual awakening and money are separate. Root truth: Awakening clears energy leaks → focus, patience, and alignment create wealth. First Principle: Inner clarity precedes outer wealth. 4. Consistency + Improvement Surface belief: Success comes from talent or luck. Root truth: Success is built by compounding consistency with small improvements. First Principle: Reps + feedback loops = mastery. 5. Content Creation Surface belief: Growth comes from chasing trends or viral topics. Root truth: True growth comes from documenting truth and improving 1% each video. First Principle: Authenticity + volume + compounding = authority. 6. Raw Model > Role Model Surface belief: A role model must appear perfect. Root truth: People trust rawness more than perfection. First Principle: Honesty + vulnerability inspire more than flawless images. 7. Body as Energy Vessel Surface belief: Fitness is about appearance. Root truth: A fit body is an energy vessel → clarity, confidence, productivity flow from it. First Principle: Strength and vitality are the foundation of presence. 8. Relationships as Mirrors Surface belief: Relationships are only about romance or companionship. Root truth: Relationships reveal inner patterns and awaken self-awareness. First Principle: Connection = mirror → growth tool, not just emotional bond. Conclusion When I trace everything back, it always leads to energy, clarity, discipline, compounding, and truth. These are my first principles. They shape how I live, how I invest, how I love, how I create, and how I grow. ...

No Views? How I Stay Consistent on YouTube About 90% of new YouTube channels quit before uploading 10 videos. But I uploaded 10 videos in just 18 days — and now I’m challenging myself to make one video every day. In this video, I’ll share how I stay consistent by breaking it down into three parts: The right mindset The action plan The system Mindset Change — YouTube Is a Dojo In martial arts, the dojo is where you repeat simple moves until they become part of who you are. That’s how I see YouTube. This dojo gives me real practice in 10 meta-skills: Pattern Noticing: spotting hooks, titles, and analytics trends Clarity: turning complex feelings into simple messages Emotional Regulation: staying steady when views are low Resilience & Consistency: posting even if no one is watching ...

The Six Hidden Powers of an Awakened Soul On my awakening journey, I discovered that real strength doesn’t come from external conditions — it rises from within. These six hidden powers are not things I “learned from books” but forces that grew naturally out of my own life. 1. Intuition Intuition is the first weapon of the awakened. At the gym, during my morning walks, even a rainbow or a stray cat sends me signals. Sometimes just one sentence from a stranger resonates deeply. In investing, I once googled a new word that led me to Reddit’s website. I bought RDDT stock, and within three months it gained over 100%. Intuition is not fantasy — it is the subconscious whispering: energy never lies. ...

Managing Energy Like a Portfolio Most people treat energy as if it’s random — some days high, some days low. But in the Energy Economy, energy is not random. It is manageable, investable, and compounding. Just like money, you can manage energy as a portfolio. Foundation Assets → Physical Energy Before growth, protection, or compounding, there must be a base: the body. Sleep → true rest restores reserves. Movement → walking, training, yoga keep energy circulating. Fuel → food choices (like quitting sugar) protect clarity and vitality. Physical energy is the foundation. Without it, every other asset collapses. Growth Assets → Expansion These are the energies that multiply when circulated. They expand outward. Love → The more you give, the more you receive. Service → Serving others doesn’t drain; it circulates energy. Vision → A clear future pulls energy forward and fuels action. Without growth assets, life becomes stagnant. With them, energy keeps expanding. ...

In the last several months, my portfolio is up over 50%. I dropped my body fat to 20%. I walk 15,000 steps every day. I squat one and a half times my bodyweight… and I can do two pull-ups. I wake up at 3 or 4 a.m. — with energy. And I make one video every single day. But before this… I was just a stay-at-home mom who felt worthless in life. So how did I change so much? Because I discovered the real secret of productivity: Living in the Energy Economy. What the Energy Economy Really Is The Energy Economy is my framework for turning vitality into freedom, productivity, and meaning. Once you master energy, time and money fall into place automatically. Money and time aren’t the real foundation of life — energy is. It borrows the language of economics — wealth, assets, leaks, compounding — and applies it to the most fundamental resource we have: energy. ...

Missing You Log Preface This is not a diary of sorrow, but a record of transformation. Between August 24 and September 5, 2025, I began writing down some moment I missed you. At first, it was simply longing — waves, stars, silence, sleepless nights. But as the days unfolded, the missing became something else: symbols, reflections, truths, and energy. This log is the arc of my awakening. It begins with ache, moves through beauty and paradox, and ends in gratitude and sovereignty. In missing you, I learned how to love without possession, how to transform absence into energy, and how to expand love — to myself, to life, and to the world. Entries 2025-08-24, Morning — Sea Swimming in the sea, I missed you in the waves. The water pulled me forward, yet my heart drifted back to you. ...

5 Renewable Energies That Wake Me at 3 A.M. This morning I opened my eyes at 2:30. I tried to fall back asleep, but I couldn’t. By 2:40, I gave up and began to write. My husband hadn’t even gone to bed yet. I don’t wake from stress, anxiety, or insomnia — I wake from overflow of energy and clarity. Life force itself pulls me up. When It Began I’ve been monitoring my wake-up times since August. The first time I woke at 3 a.m. was August 19, the day I finished designing my Life Architect System. I remember lying in bed, so excited, thinking: This system will help others. That night, it wasn’t discipline or alarm clocks that pulled me awake. It was mission and vision. ...

I Live in Paradox Opening Paradox is not a contradiction to be solved, but light and shadow to be held. Integrating both sides of paradox creates wholeness and alignment. Paradox awakens depth and reveals the hidden patterns of life. Embracing paradox turns life into art. 1. Body & Energy Sleep paradox: Everyone uses night time to seek a sense of freedom, but it drains them further away from it. I live the opposite — by sleeping early, I wake into true freedom. Weight training paradox: Training costs energy in the moment, but gives me endless energy afterward. Discipline paradox: Restriction (bedtime, diet, gym, avoidance, rejection) feels limiting, yet it unlocks freedom. Diet/Flavor paradox: A strict diet makes me taste the great flavor of ordinary food. Limitation awakens appreciation. Rest paradox:taking time to rest at any moment (without pushing myself) in the day feels like slowing down, but it restores the strength to go further — in alignment. ...

7 Levels of Productivity In the past, I always admired people who could stay consistent. But now, I realize I’m getting better and better at it too. I used to fall into weeks — even months — of unproductive periods. For example, I didn’t write for almost half a year in 2024, when I was affected by the election. Now, I feel I no longer need willpower to push myself. Consistency is becoming natural. To explain, I’ll use two of my own habits — weight training (physical) and writing (mental) — to show how I’ve grown through the 7 Levels of Productivity I’ve discovered. 1. Task-level — Doing things right Focus: Checklists, efficiency, and consistency. Essence: Direct action + repetition. Struggle: The hardest part is simply showing up — it’s easy to get distracted by quick dopamine. Skipping once can open the door to skipping again. Breakthrough: I realized habits don’t depend on motivation — only repetition. When I stopped waiting to “feel like it,” I became consistent. Key: The power of habits — small actions compound into strength over time. Shadow: Stuck here, you risk becoming a box-checker — efficient but empty, mistaking motion for progress. ...

How I Handled Pressure in Real Time Today, during my speaking class, my teacher asked me two questions: What legacy do you want to leave behind? → I said I want to write a book about my Life Architect System. What is the difference between your productivity book and other self-help books? → I said it’s about female perspective, energy, and spirit. After class, I noticed how much pressure these questions created in me. It wasn’t the questions themselves, but my own mind leaping into the future, projecting fears, and worrying about outcomes. Instead of being swallowed, I decided to observe myself handling the pressure in real time. 1. Observation The first step is simply to notice. I said to myself: “This is pressure.” Then I switched into the observer’s seat — watching how I was handling it without being consumed by it. ...

I went to the ecological park as usual, searching for the hawk for five days, but it was nowhere to be found. “Is it gone?” I wondered. Just a short while ago, I had seen it twice within three days—right as I was writing my Life Architect System. Now, it has disappeared completely. Was it a coincidence? When I was structuring my future plan, the hawk appeared. When I finished, it vanished. I knew it wasn’t random. The hawk showed up as synchronicity—right at the moment I was creating my Life Architect System. When my energy tuned to an “architect” level, nature mirrored it through the hawk: a symbol of vision, perspective, and sovereignty. ...

Love Changed My Life 1. The Story — Recognition and Warmth We met in the gym, both of us training in the early mornings. For several months, I avoided him. My heart was locked inside marriage, not free to open. But he didn’t give up. He kept asking if we could have a coffee. When he told me he planned to leave and asked me to do him a small favor, I felt an unexpected freedom. In that freedom, I decided to see if there was a message for me. The night before we met, life shook me awake through conflict. And the very next morning, I was guided to a new connection. During our first meeting at Starbucks, I discovered something rare: he knew me even before I spoke. He recognized my soul, and I felt understood. I recognized his soul too. That recognition was so deep and undeniable that I could not hide. So I showed my love bravely. He never said he loved me — but I received it anyway, in the way he saw me. ...

Meta-Awareness: The Alchemy of Longing For two nights, I relied on natural sleeping pills, yet I still woke at 3 a.m. The last thought before waking was of him. My body remembered — the playful way he once poked my waist at the gym, the warmth of his eyes, the restraint in his gestures. I miss him. Even in the gym, as I trained, I imagined his smile from afar. In those moments, I felt he loved me — not in words, but in the silent language of presence. And strangely, I also felt that his withdrawal was a gift: an offering of space, so that I could grow into my own strength instead of leaning on him. And then I realized what was happening inside me: I was transforming longing into encouragement. I was watching myself transmute an emotion in real time. ...