self-awareness

August 11, 2025 I woke up at 4:00 a.m. today. It reminded me of a time when I could rise at 4:30 — even 3:30 — simply because my connection with him filled me with energy. This morning, I felt that same spark. The moment I opened my eyes, it was as if I was watching the world through two pairs of eyes — mine and his. As I walked through the neighborhood we once shared, I saw him in every corner, and realized I was smiling. When I arrived at the gym and walked toward the VIP room, I saw the “movie” of us playing in front of every machine I passed. I don’t even need to close my eyes to recall these moments — they just appear. As...

10 Things I Quit after 40 Turning 40 wasn’t just a number — it was a portal. I didn’t just age — I evolved. Here are 10 things I let go of — to rise, reclaim my power, and live on my terms. Job Don’t rent your time — own things that grow without you. One year ago, I thought I would become a developer. This March, I considered being an online tutor. But now, I’ve quit the search for a “job.” I quit the idea of trading time for money. I no longer want to be hired — I want to build. Now, I create— Blogs that share my voice. Videos...

notes: We have, within our reach, all we need to make significant changes in our lives. What i mean is that if you make the effort to change your inner world of thoughts and feelings, your external enviornment should begin to give you feedback to show you that your mind has had an effect on your “outer” world. you are a divine creator. we should do what we thought was “outside the box” and do it repeatedly we can learn and change in a state of pain and suffering, or we can evolve in a state of joy and inspriation. Repitition reinforces the circuits in your brain and forms more neural connections so that in your weakest hour, you don’t talk yourself out of greatness. your subjective mind has an effect on your objective world. the ovserver effect in quantum...