Love

Missing You Log Preface This is not a diary of sorrow, but a record of transformation. Between August 24 and September 5, 2025, I began writing down some moment I missed you. At first, it was simply longing — waves, stars, silence, sleepless nights. But as the days unfolded, the missing became something else: symbols, reflections, truths, and energy. This log is the arc of my awakening. It begins with ache, moves through beauty and paradox, and ends in gratitude and sovereignty. In missing you, I learned how to love without possession, how to transform absence into energy, and how to expand love — to myself, to life, and to the world. Entries 2025-08-24, Morning — Sea Swimming in the sea, I missed you in the waves. The water pulled me forward, yet my heart drifted back to you. 2025-08-24,...

Hope + No Contact = Pure Energy Yesterday I felt it clearly — hours of missing him drained me. The more I lingered on absence, the heavier I became. But before bed, I realized I could shift this energy. Instead of missing, I could practice appreciation and transform longing into gratitude. And today, I already feel lighter. I don’t miss him as much. Instead, I am holding a quiet hope — the vision of reunion three years from now. Not as desperate waiting, but as part of the same horizon I’ve already chosen for myself: my YouTube journey, my book, my independence, my relocation. Every time I miss him, I now give myself this hope. With no contact, that hope becomes clean. And when hope meets no contact, the formula is clear: Hope...